Tuesday, October 6, 2015
Monday, October 5, 2015
JOY HARJO ~
J O Y H A R J O
For Calling the Spirit Back
from Wandering the Earth
in Its Human Feet
Put down that bag of potato chips, that white bread, that
bottle of pop.
Turn off that cellphone, computer, and remote control.
Open the door, then close it behind you.
Take a breath offered by friendly winds. They travel the earth
gathering essences of plants to clean.
Give it back with gratitude.
If you sing it will give your spirit lift to fly to the stars' ears and
back.
Acknowledge this earth who has cared for you since you were
a dream planting itself precisely within your parents' desire.
Let your moccasin feet take you to the encampment of the
guardians who have known you before time, who will be
there after time. They sit before the fire that has been there
without time.
Let the earth stabilize post colonial insecure jitters.
Be respectful of the small insects, birds and animal people
who accompany you.
Ask their forgiveness for the harm we humans have brought
down upon them.
Don't worry.
The heart knows the way though there may be high-rises,
interstates, checkpoints, armed soldiers, massacres, wars, and
those who will despise you because they despise themselves.
The journey might take you a few hours, a day, a year, a few
years, a hundred, a thousand or even more.
Watch your mind. Without training it might run away and
leave your heart for the immense human feast by the
thieves of time.
Do not hold regrets.
When you find your way to the circle, to the fire kept burning
by the keepers of your soul, you will be welcomed.
You must clean yourself with cedar, sage, or other healing plant.
Cut the ties you have to failure and shame.
Let go the pain you are holding in your mind, your shoulders,
your heart, all the way to your feet. Let go the pain of you
ancestors to make way for those who are heading in our
direction.
Ask for forgiveness.
Call upon the help of those who love you. These helpers take
many forms: animal, element, bird, angel, saint, stone, or
ancestor.
Call your spirit back. It may be caught in corners and
creases of shame, judgment, and human abuse.
You must call in a way that your spirit will want to return.
Speak to it as you would to a beloved child.
Welcome your spirit back from its wandering. It may return
in pieces, in tatters. Gather them together. They will be
happy to be found after being lost for so long.
Your spirit will need to sleep awhile after it is bathed and
given clean clothes.
Now you can have a party. Invite everyone you know who
loves and supports you. Keep room for those who have no
place else to go.
Make a giveaway, and remember, keep the speeches short.
Then, you must do this: help the next person find their way
through the dark.
_____________________
J O Y H A R J O
Conflict Resolution for Holy Beings
Norton, 2015
Sunday, October 4, 2015
Saturday, October 3, 2015
WOMEN OF THE BEATS ~
Friday, October 2, 2015
Thursday, October 1, 2015
GETTING ACQUAINTED ~
Wednesday, September 30, 2015
Tuesday, September 29, 2015
Monday, September 28, 2015
THE ANCHOR'S LONG CHAIN ~
Yves Bonnefoy
The Anchor’s Long Chain (Ales Stenar)
translated by Beverley Bie Brahic
I
They say
Boats appear in the sky
And from some of them
The anchor’s long chain may rattle down,
Down towards our furtive land.
The anchor bobs over our fields and trees
Seeking a place to moor,
But soon a wish from above yanks it free;
The ship of elsewhere has no use for here,
Its horizon lies in another dream.
It may however come to pass
That the anchor is heavy, unusually so,
And rakes the ground, rumpling the trees.
Someone saw it snag a church door,
Catch the arch where our hope fades,
And a sailor had to shinny down
The taut, jerking chain,
And free his heaven from our night.
Labels:
Beverley Bie Brahic,
Seagull Books,
Yves Bonnefoy
Sunday, September 27, 2015
Saturday, September 26, 2015
Friday, September 25, 2015
FRANK O'HARA ~
Y E T A N O T H E R F A N
It's a great shame
Madame Mallarme
that to sad us your
hands seem swans
on tortoises drifting
elegant in the sea
While birds whine
at the sun we lay
our aching eyes in
your lap and an iron
balustrade holds
firm round our heart
Gently white planes
rove the horizon
as your wings beat
to earth and trample
our freckles into
coral and grass
_________________
F R A N K O' H A R A

Thursday, September 24, 2015
Wednesday, September 23, 2015
SLY ~
Tuesday, September 22, 2015
Monday, September 21, 2015
A LOVING GESTURE ~

Dear K —
This old nondrinker notices just how much drinking is in your letter from this gala event you attended. How our society depends on the drink to grease the gears, to get us through. To get everyone involved through. It’s the non-drinker, trust me, they have no idea what to do with.
Somewhere out there someone has a video of you on their cell phone doing “Chain, chain, chain, chain of fools” in a conga line.
It’s customary to think we are now all in the chain of fools since we are all drunk. Have to be. Unless we aren’t getting through.
My father would be uncomfortable with me, who wasn’t drinking, while he was drinking. Finally when he was loose and relaxed enough, he’d cozy up to Sweetheart and me and take out his forever shirt pocket notebook filled with lumber scribbles and house information, cabinets to order for a kitchen job he recently measured up for a young couple eager for their first home, and he’d write down just what it would cost to get us tickets for an Amtrak train trip since he had been listening to us prattle along about a long cross-country voyage and it sounded like fun. Into the notebook went all the information, which of course looked like nonsense to him when he sobered up. Sweetheart still remembers this sort of sad testimony about the man. Nothing ever came of it, not that we expected any, the guy was just relaxed and feeling happy.
A close friend felt more like himself when he finally got me to drink down two bottles of red wine with him the very last time he visited here. He didn't know all I wanted was to see him smile. I must have felt somewhere in the soul this could be a last visit, although I would have never predicted it. My friend, to us, would live many years longer. He brought the two bottles of wine (which he drank the most from), Breyers ice cream, and a jar of unsalted old man peanuts that he seemed to relish. A loving gesture.
The stout Jack Daniels bottle sits on our kitchen shelf not quite polished off after a very long winter and chilly spring, along a dreary episode with the flu. Neither of us wanted any of the whiskey. But the bottle label looks dignified like a Harley Davidson emblem. We tried the hot-toddys and got nowhere with them but sipped them down like medicine. Sweetheart only once. Me every night for a week. I’m not sure it cut a lick but I gave it a try for the first time. It all still tastes like gasoline to me, as does wine, very foreign, but nothing matches the stuff I used to swill down when I was with a Chinese foot doctor for a few years and the concoctions he insisted I swallow I’m sure were part bark, roots, dirt, animal droppings, insect wings and bat guano. Pretty pink pig ear grease. The squiggles of homemade calligraphy down into my gut.
What will be left of us when the world is pulverized?
What I like about this Mexican hole in the wall restaurant where we eat is the owner is a limping long haired native with a wolf grin and wide striped shirt and he moves with the deliberation of a wise animal. And he owns the place and he’s owned the place a long time and he’s made it work. Congratulate the man! He hires women all in Spanish tongue, a bit of Indian shade to each of them, fluent in their tricky language and half may smile at you. Just their pacific faces beat out the entire history of most of the white customers that wait for their take-out orders. There is little to speak of from this white world except consuming, Facebook, cell-phone, money making, bill paying and a rent to meet. Where’s the beef? Where’s the trail? Where’s the music? It’s MP3 and throw away the vinyl, the field recordings, the personal heavy boxes of records, so many journeys. The real heft that instills a real memory. The stuff that makes you feel hurt in places and so you are alive.
I listened to Boz Scaggs during an interview, and there’s the Texan musician looking a bit wasted after decades of road life, making a music out of this young man heart of once upon a time and somewhere in his serious litany of remembrance he suddenly turns me on and I really hear and see and bear down with what he’s trying to get across. It’s almost like he has the partial heart of Hank Williams and Jimmie Rodgers sincerely deep down in his bones. It is true. I can hear the cadence and the calmness of the dust trail and animal ploving and how slow both the Red River and Rio Grande can flow. Only a true Texan. Like you, he says, he was raised in Oklahoma and Texas. I like these guys. Always have. He has a new and very popular album now out. Try to play it at your music store job. Put a Texas blues into the Texas hallways, trap it into the book catacombs, drizzle it down into the store cafe. Sexify the styrofoam.
I have a steel wall to build today. Happy days are here again.
all’s well, Bob
Labels:
Boz Scaggs,
Drinking / nondrinking,
Jack Daniels,
Music Box
Sunday, September 20, 2015
Saturday, September 19, 2015
MILLIONAIRES ~
MILLIONAIRES
What to say to
A Mexican gal
Working high off
In the mountains
With a quick greeting
For us to step out
Back and see what
They do — dyeing
Wool over a cast
Iron pinyon fire —
The dyes stir with
Wool skeins in two
Deep tubs boiling
Out of control as
Bare armed she works
Ingenious pulleys to
Lift out and bleed
Magnificent colors,
Nothing like we see
Anywhere else in old
Town until we look up
To the sky, and another
Worker drapes the dipped
Wool over makeshift
Drying racks, neither
Women bothering much
To wear their masks
For the wicked vapors,
Since out of nowhere
In the smolder of heat
Poisons and probable
Embarrassment she says
They are both
Going to win the
Lottery — fast white
Grins — “Yep, going
To win big-time
A million bucks”
________________
© Bob Arnold
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