Friday, July 18, 2025

STEVEN ESPADA DAWSON ~

 





Elegy for the Four Chambers of my Heart


I'm always looking for a mirror

with a family inside it.

If a mirror breaks        which shard

is the family?

                        There are so many

ways to hold yourself

hostage I'm still learning

to love

            my captor.



When You Tell Me You've Grown Afraid


of the dark, it busts every lit bulb

inside me. Please —

put a flashlight in my mouth, Mom.

I will thin

                    my cheeks for you.

Let me light the way.



A River Is A Body Running


The first time I found my brother

overdosed, he looked holy. A thing

not to be touched. Yellow halo of last

night's dinner. His skin, blanched blue

fresco. Patron Saint of Smack. A cop,

flustered tugged up his shorts, plunged

a needle into a pale thigh. He hissed

awake like a soda can. The paramedic

spoke softly in his ear like a lover,

asked him what color yellow and red

make. What is the difference between

a lake and a river? In the corner

I whittle that used syringe into

an instrument only I can play.



Elegy for the Four Chambers of My Mother's Heart


This is an elegy and believe me, it will end

within the small walls of your townhome.


And because I am selfish it ends with your

words and a memory of just you and me


standing above your kitchen sink, pouring

water into an ice cube tray. You tell me


to watch as the water fills up one corner,

then overflows into every empty square.


This, you say, this is how I love you.



_______________________________

Steven Espada Dawson

Late to the Search Party

Scribner 2025



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THE POSITION OF SPOONS ~

 



R E A D   M E

     Farrar, Straus, Giroux

     2024




Monday, July 14, 2025

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A QUEER HISTORY OF PHOTOGRAPHY ~

 


R E A D   M E


         photo: Nan Goldin (b.1953), Jimmy Paulette on David’s Bike, 1991© Nan Goldin



Wednesday, July 9, 2025

TWO-HEADED DOCTOR ~

 


R E A D   M E


     Strange Attraction Press

    MIT Press

     2024






Tuesday, July 8, 2025

AGNES MARTIN WITH PAINTING ~

 


R E A D   M E

                                  Agnes Martin in her studio (1960); photo by Alexander Liberman



Monday, July 7, 2025

MENG HAO-JAN ~




After Visiting Thought-Essence Monastery,

I Return with White-Cloud Wang Following

Somewhere Behind


I left that high valley long before midday,

and twilight was fading when I got home.


Looking up the mountain road, I find only

oxen and sheep.  My gaze grows reverent.


Woodcutters lose each other in darkness,

the evening chill silences a last cricket,


and I still haven't closed my bramble gate.

I keep lingering, expecting you out there.




At the Pavilion on Grand-View Mountain,

Sent to Chang Tzu-jung at Flourish Ridge


On the summit, sudden winds wild,

a cloud sails by like a startled bird.


Standing at the guardrail, I wonder:

is it old Chang coming back home?




Looking for T'eng's Old Recluse Home


Human endeavor's gone in a single morning,

and a recluse's three paths vanish in weeds.


First I hear you're resting at the Chang River,

now you're among T'ai Mountain wandering


dead. There's a pond here still tinged with ink,

but autumn's tumbled out of mountain clouds,


no hidden bones to find. You understood, hid

all beneath heaven inside all beneath heaven.




Visiting the Hermitage of Ch'an Monk Jung


In the mountaintop meditation hut — just a monk's robes.

And outside windows, no one. Birds at the stream take flight.


Yellow dusk stretching half-way down the mountain road,

I hear cascades in love with kingfisher-greens gone dark.




Gathering Firewood


Gathering firewood I enter mountain depths,

mountain depths rising creek beyond creek


choked with the timbers of bridges in ruins.

Vines tumble low, tangled over cragged paths,


and at dusk, scarce people grow scarcer still.

Mountain wind sweeping through simple robes,


my chant steady, I shoulder a light bundle,

watch smoke drift across open country home.


____________________


The Mountain Poems of

Meng Hao-jan

Translated by David Hinton

Archipelago Books, 2018




Saturday, July 5, 2025

REPUBLIC ~

 




Backroad Chalkies
Home at Longhouse
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Wednesday, July 2, 2025

C.D. WRIGHT ~




Light Bulb Poem


at 4 o'clock I am at the door

with a bare hand of snow

laughing shamelessly

I undo my shirt

we'll pick up at the next chapter

my beloved are the words of the rambler

if not the words the substance

the snow smeared across my front

warm to the touch

though we remain separated as if by a chair

and I unwilling to read ahead



Amarillo Poem


A room across from a sporting house.  With the dark,

I watched a woman washing the men off; then herself

she washed with a different cloth.  It was fall.  I was sitting

on my bed in my flame-proof gown.  Every morning

I had to jump aboard my suitcase to get it to close.



Poem With Some Water Damage


She kept boarders kept hens

in the heart of town

heard birds whenever I phoned

now bullhorn now chopper

someone puts a plate in her hands

hours later someone takes the plate

from her hands  Damn he says

if it ain't overcast again



Poem With A Dead Tree


it is late afternoon

she avoids looking

in its direction

she can feel

it moving toward her

in shaky black lines



Poem From The End Of Old Wire Road


hands as heavy as rocks

in the pockets of a Goodwill coat

kicking up leaves

she uncovers four trout lilies

Ah spring how it made her

want to walk backwards

or stick a fork in her side



Poem Before Breakfast


She pulled the sundress over her head

Forgetting her pants, her sandals,

And her ring.

Leaving her glasses on the sink

She unlatched the screen.


With her lunch money

Tucked in her pocket;

Her clean manila hair

Settling down her back.


She went out on her toes

To see if the painted bunting

Had fled her wedding bush.


____________________

C.D. Wright

The Essential C.D. Wright

edited by Forrest Gander & Michael Wiegers

Copper Canyon Press, 2025




Tuesday, July 1, 2025