Thursday, November 26, 2020
Wednesday, November 25, 2020
RE-READING LUCILLE CLIFTON ~
. . . at the river i stand,
i was raised
on the shore
of lake erie
e is for escape
there are more s'es
in mississippi
than my mother had
sons
this river never knew
the kingdom of dahomey
the first s
begins in slavery
and ends in y
on the bluffs
of memphis
why are you here
the river wonders
northern born
looking across buffalo
you look into canada toronto
is the name of the lights
burning at night
the bottom of memphis
drops into the nightmare
of a little girl's fear
in fifteen minutes
they could be here
i could be there
mississippi
not the river the state
schwerner
and chaney
and goodman
medgar
schwerner
and cheney
and goodman
and medgar
my mother had one son
he died gently near lake erie
some rivers flow back
toward the beginning
i never learned to swim
will i float or drown
in this mississippi
on the mississippi river
what is this southland
what has this to do with egypt
or dahomey
or with me
so many questions
northern born
Monday, November 23, 2020
POETS WHO SLEEP #26 ~
P O E T S W H O S L E E P
Sunday, November 22, 2020
FAREWELL ~
RE-READING GERALD MURNANE ~
The first time I read this little powerhouse engine
of a book I clearly had no idea what I was doing here —
I simply read the book with pleasure, but there is
no pleasure here (though there is), it's a workout,
and so for the second reading I spent two weeks
reading its railroad line 132 pages.
It may as well be 132 miles.
Never a slog. You won't believe
how well this writer will airlift you.
The third book in a straight line reading
I did over a month starting with Murnane, then Inger Christensen
and finishing with Hemingway, where I went from
A Moveable Feast straight back into the
short stories from Up In Michigan (which Stein disliked)
and then not messing around to The Big Two-Hearted River
(Kent and I believe the greatest fishing story ever written).
An onion sandwich, dipped in river water.
[ BA ]
Farrar, Straus, Giroux
2017
Friday, November 20, 2020
RE-READING NICK TOSCHES ~
would call up by phone and purchase books
or magazines from us. The lone wolf.
Our 17 year old son of the time once took a call
while we were away, he still speaks of it.
[ BA ]
Thursday, November 19, 2020
RE-READING ELLIOT CHAZE ~
Wednesday, November 18, 2020
BONFIRE ~
I went out last night at 1130 to finally douse the lingering bonfire embers with the three 5 gallon pails of rainwater I had gathered for the fini of the bonfire after almost 48 hours. It had burned down to one final speck of log and the fire looked perky enough to carry it off through a few more hours but I had to end things and bed down. The bonfire had started huge, logs and logs and brush and stumps. All from clearing work we had done over the last few years. We thought, for a change, we might hire an excavator to come in and sweep the land clean but the price was far beyond our means, so you gather for days and burn. Tonight I carried out with me my Makita hand lantern that can go with a bright light up to eight hours on one battery. Certainly the lantern lasts longer than any of my power tools. I was going to set the lantern down on one of the large table top pine stumps I had saved from all the cutting the last few days. The way I cut, and the old pine trees toppled over or rolled, I was able to make some furniture pieces, as Sweetheart called them, so we had a love seat, two chairs, and one large table. Come on over for dinner! But what was that so close by in the young maple tree, on the lowest branch, six feet off the ground? And staring right at me. And not at all bothered by my sudden appearance, or the big light, and in fact it appears like my visitor-friend has been perched over the bonfire all the time I have been away as if guarding the fire for me while away, or else simply enjoying being around a camp fire light. What is it about a camp fire and all of us? We seem to want to gather by it. And here was a barred owl, not more than ten feet from me, not stirring in the least, hunched there before I was, and liking my company. I’ll never get this close to a barred owl again. This friend, and I believe it is an old friend — one I will leave unnamed but one Sweetheart and I in unison one day said aloud when we had another barred owl with us — in a snowstorm, again on the edge of the woods, and again watching over us, our work, our life, and wanting to be there. No matter how I moved with my rake and the buckets of water stirring into the hot coals bright as any universe there flat on the ground, did this bother my owl friend. When the owl wanted to leave it would leave. It would be a short hop from facing me to not facing me and then with a curve of the hand swoop down off the branch and be away. That’s how I would describe it all to Sweetheart with my hand when we were together in the morning. In the morning I went out to the bonfire to fetch my rake and retrieve the buckets. There was the maple tree. Just a maple tree.
[ BA ]
Monday, November 16, 2020
POETS WHO SLEEP #25 ~
Sunday, November 15, 2020
RE-READING INGER CHRISTENSEN ~
Re-reading not the poetry this time
which is wonderful and immense,
but the poet's essays, slim book, and overall
her background and working methods as a
writer. A poet one can put beside your
reading of Newton and Blake, and no fooling.
[ BA ]
New Directions





































